Ερώτηση
Hi all, and thanks for your space!
1) Information about me - your age and gender, 30, Female
- your occupation - Training engineer in a software house
- what is troubling you: Thought of suicide
- when it happened, has been happening for more than a year
- whom it involves, myself, my original family
- how the problem started, Long story
- what worries you the most, feeling incapable of facing life
- how you have tried to solve it until now, etc. I did nothing so far, started to read a book on self-esteem..but interrupted it...
2) brief description
I have been having huge problems with my original family due to my choices for my life, and this provoked my suicidal thoughts the first time, more than a year ago, but now, any small issue especially at work, provokes strongly my suicidal thoughts and I feel that I do not deserve to live and that life is too hard for me to face.. I do not feel like being a woman, and I do not want to be a mother in the future. My husband is wonderful and I adore him but I feel that I cannot render him happy even if he does not complain...
Maybe I just need to talk...
Thanks.